Feel sad again today

Sigh...I just cried again.. was talking to a fd of mine and she kept on asking me why I broke up with Bruce! I was so pissed she asked again! I said I dont wanna talk about anything about that! ><

Really dont know why I feel sad again tonite for no reason.....and I MISS HIM A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!! THx god that I dont have intention to call or email him again now since I doubt if he still cares about me...what's the pt of calling him when he has nth wanna tell me? Maybe he got over me already, so why should I bother?....

About Burning Man...i have 2nd thought again, maybe I can still go? I think if 3 months later, I almost get over him already, then I go, if not, then dont..

for now, I dont need to tell him anything and again...I m not sure if he cares.